Smiling OUT Rage 😁🤪🫸🏽

I was laying in my bed talking to God with my eyes closed... I'm getting ready for sleep but I had a few things to meditate on before.

As I was meditating, I came to a for sure conclusion on what I was speaking to God on. I said, that's it. This is my decision, now please help me to do this. I kelp meditating, and then........

I felt my insides burning with rage.... it was that feeling you get when you are so angry about something and you trying not to go crazy.... I just smiled to myself becuase I knew that there was something in me that didn't belong and it was angry to get kicked out. I laid with the feeling with my eyes closed to see what would happen next and then I received images of a "demon" being torn apart from my flesh. I just kept smiling.

I am reading the book of Nehemiah and what I received is when God gives you a vision, he gives you victory too! I am kicking back knowing that I am building with God on my side and that Jesus already went before me to conquer everything seen & unseen. Every trial and tribulation. I don't have to listen to the distractions, thoughts, words from the enemy, or the blockages he set for me.

I am still smiling, because I see and feel the tearing of the pain, hurt, and trauma that wants to bound my physical being from blossoming and flourishing!!! I am free! No more oppression, lack, worry, anxiety, shame, guilt, or dishonor to myself.

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I encourage myself to keep building

☀️🔋🔌✨💐‼️🤪🧘‍♀️😇

I am supposed to be here!!

I belong here!

I am supposed to be right where I am.

My battle is already won through Christ.

God knows the plans that he has for me.

I am allowed to rest and let Gods Grace and Favor shower my life.