Resting In God’s Spirit 🥱😴 💤 He’s Feeding My Soul 👨🏿‍🍼

Not only suffering with mental illness, trauma, and loss, but being a human alone can leave me with many thoughts, words, impressions, images in my brain, heart, body, soul, and spirit

The pressure of all of these things combined used to give me images of my brain drowning in blood. Just like my dad and my mom. They both died with blood in their brain in two different ways. This pressure caused me to hurt my head intentionally to try to relieve the pain and discomfort.

God showed me how I can rest in Him and give Him these things that I've held onto that was so hard to let go of. He loves me so much, he don't want me to continue to carry things that fills up my hands, mind, heart, and body with anger, hurt, pain, or sorrow.

These are some major things I am giving him and resting in Him. Makes me feel like I'm sitting on God's lap with my head laying on Him and he's comforting me, rubbing my back and kissing my head. Even whispering nice things in my ear saying "You've doing a great job." and "I love you."

Wow, thank you Jesus for feeding my soul and spirit with love I never thought I'd have.

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