Bad Internet Connection 🛜

Though, I am faithful to what God has for me. I don’t desire to fit in with the lanes of the world. Technology and social media …… does not define my reality. I have difficulty trying to socially fit in and be who God says I am when I feel out of place in this world filled with delusion, AI, trends, clout, attention seeking, perversion, lack of morals, boundaries, respect to Self, Family, and God, betrayal, poor conduct; for likes, Or supporting, liking & sharing the meaningless “content”, or acts of unkindness and the nerve of skipping over truth and authenticity. People really prefer fake over real. As long as it feeds their quick needs, flesh, voids, or unsatisfaction in self.

The internet is becoming our reality and our reality is based off of the internet… I honestly don’t understand and I genuinely don’t want to be a part of something that I don’t understand.

It’s guess it’s good you have an opportunity to choose who you want to be now a days even if you aren’t that person in real life. Or in your heart.

I have no desire to seek appeal or validation from a person, place, or thing. As long as I please King God, I have done good in Jesus Name. And I Am Good.

I love My God. I love myself, I love my life, I love my Family, I love my journey. I’m thankful to God, the Beginning Middle and End.

I am truly on a mission to get to Heaven. I pray that the things God reveals to me, he continues to help me bring his children home. And fulfill the reason I was even born in the first place.

I’ve been diagnosed with mental illness and yet I struggle because of the manipulation of the world. Truth and lie. Life and destruction. How can you tell the devil he’s hurting you and expect him to say “oh, I’m Sorry.”

Living in between a perfect reality and a sinful world had been mentally exhausting and sharing my truths only labels me more crazy. I don’t care.

I am not afraid to be who I am. I am free. I am life. I am perfectly, purposefully created.

Today, I release this stigma that’s in my own head about the internet….

I release the pressure of having to work so hard to make all this content to build my brand of raising awareness to mental health & suicide prevention. I genuinely do this from my heart and with my walk with Jesus. But who am I telling this to?

What it do, is what it does. I’m going to just live my life now. God, do what you need to do with my mind, heart, body, soul, and spirit. I just smile each day, knowing I am walking with you.

Let this be done. In Jesus Name. Amen.